No one knows the identity of this blog writer except for her friend - the DJ Crisis.
I don’t know if he is reading this…
But he left me an e-mail saying “You have not been updating your secret blog… Maybe because you are happy now”
True enough I guess…
I guess I blog here only when I’m confused, hurt, scared to tell the whole world about my feelings… I think I just write here all the personal stuff…
But why do I give this crisis an access… ? He’s like an online angel… A friend I had for a long time (2 or 3 years I’m not sure)… for an online friend we still keep in touch once in a while until now… and we often talk about things like these… openly… because we understand each other despite the distance… there is no risk of being judged or criticized or whatever… it’s just nice to have this friend…
Anyway… here are updates
Start of the year… I had a problem so big you can’t imagine what it is but I almost died… My Mr. Big helped me out and he was with me from the start till finish… and even if it’s over, he’s still here with me…
After a month, he gave me keys to his house…
Then before we knew it… we were exchanging unexpected “I love yous”
What happened to Mr. Po3 then? … ah…
There was I time where I was torn… but when Mr. Po3 went here to be with me… I didn’t feel right being with him… We almost did it… but I stopped… it was all wierd…
That’s when I realized… that my heart is really longing for someone else…
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Fast Forward to today… I just read his blog post about me last Dec. 31 and it goes like:
“a girl talking beside me, but I just kept nodding… barely listening to any word she speaks… my thoughts wandered at the thought of he… where is she? what’s he doing now? why has she not replied to me?”
I thought it was sweet… I was worthy of his blogged posts just like that…
I’m sorry boo, I think it’s just like 500 days of summer… I really feel like summer, you’re Tom… and I thought I really really liked you… but I could not figure out that something that’s missing… and I found it in Mr. Big…
la la la…
too much of that… I’m leaving to an all-expense paid trip to somewhere nice 
laters!
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it feels as if its the end of the world and u’re down with ur feet, helpless and cant move on..
but u could always get through this.
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